All over...

It's been a little over 5 months since I got married and I feel totally jipped. We put 3 years into our wedding planning and someone cut it 2 hours short. Almost EVERYTHING was hand made from centerpieces to bouquets and favors. Ceremony and Reception was planned to go from 1 pm to 7 pm...all my guests were pushed out the door by 5. This is my first and last wedding and I feel so hateful towards someone for what they have done, that I just don't talk to them. If I did, I would say something I would regret and MIL would hate me for life. (if things go south I will not remarry I'd rather be single) My husband put it in to money perspective, of how much money was pretty much wasted for the time being cut short and he's disgusted...he has been trying to avoid his own flesh and blood because of this. Oh and rain...it rained and rained and rained ALL stinkin' day! People say "hey your married, be happy!" or "rain on your wedding day is good luck and depending on how much rain the better luck you'll have". We'll we should have won the freaking lottery for how much rain we got that day! Apparently 1'' to a 1'' 1/2 fell that day...  I get depressed thinking about it all, people are still posting beautiful wedding day pictures outside hanging from trees, kissing and jumping in fields and I got was a bunch of shots inside on a bench and a couple outside under a small balcony awning across the front of the barn.  :o( Such is life.

Today I'm going to be making some of the cupcake decor. I have some 4 leaf clovers (irish wedding or st patty's day parties), some halloween one that are spiders, ghost and bats (halloween bash or b-day party) and i have white snowflakes (winter white weddings or company and family holiday parties). Hubby is kind of upset, he says "you spend money on this stuff" and I have to come back with "trying to start a business is going to cost money, people won't buy from me if they don't see what i have to sell!" The hardest part is trying to market and get my site out there...  :oS

Was thinking...

Since I'm having no luck with the medical billing job department...I wonder if I started making homemade cupcake picks for wedding, anniversaries, showers etc...if I could earn some extra money on the side till I do get a bite on the medical billing...

I made 140 pinwheel cupcake picks for my wedding in April 2011 and I think they are adorable and maybe others will too?